I wish, I wish

I wish you thought of me…

… The way I think of you

I wish I was the only one you see…

… But that will never be true

I wish I touched your heart…

… The way you touched mine

I wish we could be together…

… But I’ll get over that in time

I wish you realised what we had…

… And kept me ever so close

I wish you didn’t want to let go…

… And I was what mattered most

I wish you took a chance…

… Because you believed I was worth it

I wish I can stop wishing…

… To allow someone else to see me as perfect

© Liana Lopez 2014

Release Me

Release me from this hell
You place me in agony
Your power inflicts me with pain

I am blinded by you
Too blind to see
Your manipulation controls my mind

I want to hate you
I want you to feel this suffering
You should wield these afflictions

Will I be scarred?
Will I rise above?
Time, an enemy and friend holds this answer

Return me to whom I once was
Set me free to care of one’s self
And then I can find love again

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© Liana Lopez 2014

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Dark Angel

My heart is filled with darkness.
I am sinking with impurities.
My judgement clouded with hate.

Why do you seek me?
Am I another soldier in your reckoning?
I do not wish to fulfill your needs!

I’m fading away.
The monster within screaming.
Please! Please don’t take me away!

I cannot overcome you
Entrapment is your game.
I’ve succumbed to your lonely path.

You lurk and you taunt me.
My spirit is lost.
My soul is wounded.

I continue your bidding.
Gloom shadows every moment.
Emptiness spirals within me.

I long for the day,
When I have the strength.
The strength to intoxicate you.

You win this time Dark Angel.
You have your moment.
My moment will come.

©  Liana Lopez 2014