Today is about feeling your deeper self. Do away with the mask you wear to others of the outside world and find that true love inside of you. Who is that person? And, what do you love about them?
My deeper being is the person I am trying to be all the time. I think I put on the mask that everyone can deal with and cope with. I really put on my front for others and I’m not even sure it serves me well. I think at work, there is a certain amount of professionalism that is needed and I obviously can’t be my true self, but I sometimes think “why should that matter?”.
So, the person I love inside is the spiritual me. The person who can speak freely of my witchcraft and psychic development. If I start talking about my guides and that I can see passed over loved ones, I am not “normal”. In fact, people’s eyes glaze over and they think I’m a crazy person. That sucks that society has built up this negative aspect to something that I truly resonate with. Sure, there are always people in belief systems that do the wrong thing against others – I find that just how it is in any belief system, but why are people so judgemental towards something they don’t even understand? People talk about having an open mind but they sometimes, just really don’t.
The reason I don’t fully open myself is because people aren’t genuinely interested. I feel free when I’m talking to people like myself and believe in the things I do. It was a rare find and I treasure all these spiritual people I meet more than they realise. It’d be nice if I could talk freely all the time of what I do. But people sometimes don’t want to understand either.
I am slowly just revealing more of me as I go on this path. I am wanting to set up my own business in readings and that will show everyone who I am as a person. I don’t need people to believe in the path I choose. All I know is that I believe in what I do and that’s all that matters. I will feel free and comfortable in “normal” society with the odd things that I do in time.
