This Place is Still Beautiful

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I really enjoyed this book as I could personally relate to it. From the racial slurs, to having a passive family that didn’t talk about serious issues, to wanting racism to go away, to feeling shame when I’d fallen to racist remarks, to wanting some form of justice or karma fall onto those that wronged me. It’s great to feel represented and this book highlighted not only a hate crime, but subtle racism or micro aggressions that people are ignorant to, or choose to gloss over, which can be offensive for some.

Didn’t read or watch any reviews on this book, so I was going off the cover, which was beautiful by the way. I wasn’t expecting the love stories for each sister, but I think it adds to the fact that even when falling victim to racism, life still goes on, even all the petty problems that any of us worry about interweaving throughout the day.

I understand the perspective of Annalie and the mum wanting to keep quiet and not deal with the issue - I’m used to this in the past with my own family. It highlighted for me that no matter how much you assimilate into a country, that there are still people out there that won’t like you just for being a particular race. Ignoring it and hoping it will go away, or even hoping it will never happen again, doesn’t really address the issue and discussion should be had. Everyone should feel safe, no matter where they live. With Margaret being a social justice warrior, it’s how I would defend myself these days. I’ve been in too many situations where keeping quiet and bottling these issues just leaves unresolved trauma. I guess I’m used to some Asian families sweeping issues under a rug and never facing a challenging or difficult discussion.

I did find it frustrating that Annalie took a long time to tell her loved ones of who committed the crime when she found out it was her boyfriend’s friends. Pretending everything is okay doesn’t make it okay. The fact that the culprits said because she didn’t look Asian (being half white) that they thought she wouldn’t get offended, touches on the ignorance that we still see today. Because they were targeting her sister who looked more Asian, didn’t make it okay in the slightest, even if a joke. Glad Annalie came to her senses in the end.

If the story continues, would love to know how Margaret and Rajiv go with their relationship, if their mum excepts Rajiv (since she has her own discriminatory tendencies), if we find out more about their dad that abandoned them, see if Annalie explores a relationship with Daniel, how they recover once the culprits are charged and just how life in general goes. I feel this was just a stand alone book so it may not ever happen.

Dead Poets Society

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I didn’t realise this was an adaptation from the movie.

This book is just a bit disjointed to me. It could have been more descriptive and potentially delved into the characters personalities a bit more or even just their individual thoughts.

Definitely better to watch the movie. This book is pretty much a replica of the movie onto pages with an added sexual assault scene that adds no value. It seemed like just a copy and paste in most part.

This really was a missed opportunity to expand on each of the dead poets society members backgrounds, hopes, dreams, flaws etc. I would have liked an idea of who they were as people and how their bonds were formed. Definitely would have appreciated it more if this was explored.

Overall, just a disappointment.

Where Wild Peaches Grow

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Thanks NetGalley, the author and publisher for my ARC copy.

I definitely have mixed feelings on this book as I was close to DNFing purely because of the story. I’m giving this 2.5 stars.

Let’s start with the positives:

- I thought the book was well written

- The overall message about making amends and leaving the past behind is something we can all learn

- I was happy that the characters grew at the end

I don’t read blurbs and the cover intrigued me. As I read the opening chapters, I thought to myself, what grudge would you have to not talk to your family for 20 years? It’s got to be something particularly bad right? When it was about halfway through the book (or more), that we find out Nona’s grandmother and Ruby that meddled with Nona’s plan to elope, only for Nona to blame her dad and sister, I was like whaaat? I thought to myself, why wouldn’t Nona just take the time to listen to her dad when he came to Chicago? Why would she not talk to her family because of that? Also, why didn’t she contact Marcus and figure it out when he didn’t meet with her? It just doesn’t make sense. For grandma Opal to not reveal the truth over all the time they talked on the phone… it just all could have been avoided without miscommunication and misunderstanding. I’m not sure I particularly like this trope. It makes the characters come across as immature.

There was too much back and forth of - should I / shouldn’t I talk to her and should I avoid them between the sisters. Some parts of the story felt repeated because of it. The ending felt rushed and it was left open ended in parts. It would have been good for Julia to see Cat and for the sisters to meet their brother Ben together as I think it would have wrapped up the story a little better.

I’m still trying to get over the fact Nona wouldn’t speak to her sister for 20 years because she thought Julia revealed her elopement secret to their dad, which didn’t happen. It seems too far fetched to me. I definitely understand Julia’s point of view of feeling abandoned and that’s why she couldn’t pick up the phone, but because it impacted Nona THAT much, she could have unleashed her anger through a conversation and realised what she knew was wrong.

Maybe She’ll Stay

**ARC review**

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Available 28th February

Thank you Netgalley, the author and publisher for having this available as an ARC.

I read this in one day as it has a steady flow throughout the book. This book is really about self acceptance and knowing your self worth.

The MC Nancy clearly had self esteem and worth issues that stemmed from her narcisstic mother. I never had a parent who was a narcissist, though I do know what it's like to have a partner who is, so could really relate to what was happening.. This is where Nancy failed in her three marriages and every relationship after that. The toxicity of the commentary from her mother played on her own thoughts and feelings.

Even though Hank had it tough, going to jail twice, he never stopped appreciating his children and the beauty they brought to his life. With all the feeling of being unloved, it was Hank that uplifted Nancy to realise she was so much more to people and there were those that cared. I think because of her tumultuous relationship with her mum, Nancy held people at an arm's length because in some way she was always sabotaging those connections.

With all the self sabotage, it was evenly distributed to Ashish too. I don't think she fully believed that she could be his equal because she thought she'd lose him eventually. Hank's words cemented into Nancy's growth as a character.

Would love to see if Nancy's mum ever mellows out from her narcisstic behaviour with therapy or something like that, but since this seems like a stand alone, I won't get that answer.