Day 13 - A Year to Clear - Feel It All

Photo by Tom Pumford on Unsplash

Photo by Tom Pumford on Unsplash

Lesson 13: Feel It All

The best way to release what isn’t working for you is to enter that sometimes scary zone called feeling.
— Stephanie Bennett Vogt

Sometimes we need to approach our situations with everything - sadness, anger, frustration, overwhelm etc. Stephanie teaches to take it all on but to not take it personally. I think we all struggle with this because we are so self critical. I think we are a product of ourselves, so to not take things personally is going to be a hard process. Sure, it'll be slow but I can't imagine it at this point in time.

Today I am to write down how I am feeling right now and then take a step back to observe what I'm feeling. Right now, I feel exhausted. I think mostly exhausted at myself and the choices I have been making, but trying so hard to break the cycle that causes this exhaustion. If I'm taking a step back and observing there are definitely some choices that need to be made and commitment. Everything can be achieved by being engrained into a routine until the bad habits subside. I think I need to really timetable my time so that I can effectively work towards the goals in my life. I don't want to feel tired every day because I haven't taken care of myself. I think I overwhelm myself by worrying about what I'm not achieving in my set goals when I need to be practical. I know I can achieve everything I set out to do but it's bout establishing routine and truly sticking to it.

I've got nothing more than that. Until tomorrow...