Day 308 - A Year to Clear - Check In WEEK 44 - Marking Progress

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Lesson 308: Check In WEEK 44 - Marking Progress

The week was to bring about the 4 levels of awareness. It is mentioned that most people reside in 2 or 3 as it depends on how they are feeling on that particular day. What I learned is that this course has opened my awareness. Although I don’t have detachment down pat, it’s something I am aware of that I need to improve on. I think recognising all the uncomfortable feelings is a good thing and I ride the wave of that. I allow the emotions and feelings to wash over me and then I can let go from there. Sometimes some things are not easy to let go of where as some instance they are. I think I’ve got a lot to learn and this course has always mentioned that it is not a race. I feel that I’ve grown so much in this course. It has opened my mind to being aware of how I can react to things and being mindful to choose a different method. I have so much learning to go in fully letting go. I think having a pure loving heart, which was always my intention when starting on this spiritual journey, is something we can have in order to be filled with light and spread that light. I’m working on it. Go some time to go, I think.

Day 308 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - You Can Manifest a Mansion...

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Lesson 308: You Can Manifest a Mansion...

“You can manifest a mansion with your intention; you can manifest financial ruin. Again, what you manifest is not as important as why. The Universe always chooses your highest possibility: in other words, you get what you need, for soul growth.”

— Sara Wiseman

Today we are to look at what we want and to make a list. From there, look at it with the perspective of soul growth and see if your list changes because of it.

I’m not really convinced you can manifest a mansion with intention – from the example above. I am not sure it’s that simple, even if you had the intention of just wanting a good roof over your head for yourself and your family. I understand having a good reason why, would allow the intent to follow through, but I just don’t see how every thing you want with good intention comes to fruition. Is it time that allows these things to manifest? I don’t know. Like right now for example, I want to manifest a brighter apartment with a balcony. It’s so clear in my mind of what I want. The reason I want it is so that I can more sunlight for myself and my cats. I feel like it would be more positive with all the sun shining through and I also don’t want to live in the current apartment I am in because of all the sounds I can hear through the walls. I think my cats would be less depressed if they have sun and a balcony to hang out on. Current set back is that I was made redundant so if I don’t find a job straight away, then it hinders my saving plan to have a bit of bank balance moving in between 2 apartments. Is it just a waiting game? And how long does one wait for things to manifest? Could it be years? I don’t really want to wait years for this particular manifestation because I’m not fully happy where I live now. I am grateful that I have a roof over my head, though there are problems presenting themselves in the building itself, which adds to me not wanting to live in this particular building.

Anyway……. My list:

·         I want a new apartment as mentioned

·         I want a job with stability

·         I want a life partner

·         I want a successful business so that I don’t have to work full time

·         I want the motivation to write the books in my head

·         I want more creativity in my life

·         I want a space to rent to create the art that I’m exploring

·         I want to make an impact on peoples live through my spiritual work

·         I want the concentration and focus to learn all I need to in this spiritual path

In terms of soul growth, I find that everything contributes to that besides the new apartment. Although, if I am in a space that is more comfortable for me, that will have impact on the other things in my life. I feel that everything impacts on each other just as a flow on effect. Just as a FYI, I wasn’t creative in my life previously. I feel like everything is coming out in my life now. A lot of what I want to do in life is a mixture of creativity and spirituality. It’s all in the process of becoming. I am just working on these things to happen. I feel like with my intention and hard work, these things will come.