Day 8 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Open Your Closed Heart

open heart

Lesson 8: We grow by opening our closed heart...

Today's lesson focuses on opening the heart which leads to a lot personal and spiritual growth. We gain connection within ourselves, other beings and then the Divine. Like I mentioned in my last post, I would love to be that open one day. This lesson talks about there being 4 openings to our heart that leads to this growth - one that leads into another. How this happens, I'm not sure. Nothing was mentioned about how one goes into the next though it's a natural progression. The exercise today was to close your eyes and breath deep in through the nose and out through the mouth until you feel relaxed. I had to imagine my human heart and think about how open or closed it is, how open would I like it to be and if I could allow it to be more open today. 

I visualised divine light shining upon me, opened my chakras and rooted myself to the earth. What I did visualise is my heart pumping and seeing the blood circulate in my body. From there I focused on light entering my heart and my heart shining bright. I allowed the light to circulate through my body as if it was my own blood. With every pump of my heart, more light got pumped around my body.

What I want to be a purely good person. To not be overwhelmed with worry and trust in the universe's plan. There is one for me. There is one for you. I want to have a more open heart to that. I know there is something bigger for me to do and I need to be released of what closes my heart. I am slowly, but surely doing this. I'm finding my true self and I'm happy with that.

 

Day 8 - A Year to Clear - Awareness Changes Everything

Inviting Awareness

Lesson 8: Awareness Changes Everything

This week changes to the theme of “Inviting Awareness”. We are invited to simply reflect on the words “Awareness changes everything”. It’s a simple statement, yet holds so much power and truth to it. If you’d met me over 2 years ago, I was definitely an oblivious drone to my surroundings, environment, self, the world …. The list really goes on and on. I was very much a person who needed to buy everything and anything to make me happy, I wanted to impress people I didn’t care about, had no environmental impact awareness, didn’t recognise my own shortcomings and had a massive lack of action in my life.

There were 2 instances in which I came to be self aware. It wasn’t until I interacted with a work mate that talked about how self-aware he was and also reading a book “Conversations with God” by Neale Donald Walsch, that I really came to know the concept of self-awareness. Both instances opened me up to self-reflection. Interesting concept when you've never been exposed to the very idea of it. My work mate showed me that anyone can become self aware if you're willing to try really. It's about looking at your characteristics and personality which allows you to understand yourself better. You start to recognise your bad & good habits, thoughts, emotions, reactions, strengths and weaknesses. It's about embracing you, faults aand all as well as working towards helping change parts of yourself that you may feel you need to alter. Its about having the power of you, that drives your openness but also helps you to understand others. When you're in control of your thoughts and actions, you know what will help you towards living a better life for you, reducing destructive behaviour.

Although the book was based on a man of Christian faith, the whole message was about connecting with your self. That all the answers you hold is within you - that you already know. It talked about the power within and you can achieve anything by really digging deep within you, visualising who you want to be and working towards being that person. Neale wrote that book when he was at the lowest of lows. He questioned God and got answers by writing the answers down. When I read the book, it seemed like automatic writing and didn't see it as God but some higher power that exists within us - whether that be the universe or your own higher consciousness. The book did go over recognising what needs to change within you and your habits in order to be the person you want to be. Recognise what needs work, embrace it but also work towards a positive solution.

I've been self aware for a couple of years now and it's been helpful to getting me out of situations that have brought me down. It's telling yourself that you can do it. I know that with some life experiences I've been made aware of more issues that are global than just my immediate environment. I feel like the media is one big farce. We seem to be saturated with celebrity news that shouldn't really impact our lives also. The media has the power to control what we see but we aren't exposed to the issues that really matter. More and more I learn the of the Earth really suffering but we're not really doing enough to save it. We are driven so much by consumerism and it's actually destroying the world at the same time. We take things for granted without really knowing. Global warming will have serious impacts, our food chains will suffer, people are forced out of their homes due to rising sea levels, there are plastic islands polluting the oceans that in turn poison our sea life, we popluating the earth at rapid levels that will cause strain on resources, we produce more food to feed the animals people consume rather than feeding starving humans, and our animals are slowly becoming extinct which impacts our food chain. These are just topics that gains some light on the subject but not enough - even I was a overly potent consumer, never knew my environmental impact and changed my ways because of a series of occurences exposed me to wanting to do more for the planet. I had no awareness of these topics but not anymore. I just wish more there was more awareness by our very own news channels.

So that's about where I'm at with my awareness at the moment and I know there is so much more to be done. Without my awareness, I wouldn't be able to drive the change in my life.