Day 121 - A Year to Clear - Invisible Clutter
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Lesson 121: Invisible Clutter
“Remember Pigpen, that adorable Peanuts cartoon character who walks around with a permanent cloud of dust? To the degree that we are carting around a lifetime of limiting beliefs, emotional attachments, and all those aspects of ourselves that we suppress, resist and deny - also known as ‘shadow’ - we’re not all that different from that cute little guy. The bigger our shadow, the smoggier, denser, and dare I say, not-so-cute this invisible ‘cloud.’ -Your Spacious Self”
Today we are to think about something that has been shadowing us and that we could release right now. We don’t need that attachment to something that weighs us down so think about one simple thing to let go.
It’s come up in card readings that I need to be more open to myself. I’ve been struggling with trying to be “normal” around certain people and then being my witchy medium self around others. I don’t know why I think I need to have a mask on, so to speak, for one group of friends to another. I shouldn’t have to hide my true self – that being a witch and medium. I don’t know why or how I got it into my head that I should try and be “normal” for the sake of others. I just need to let that sort of thinking go, embrace the person I am and if people don’t like it, well maybe they aren’t truly supporting me as a friend.
So, I’m letting go of this limiting belief of myself. I am going to be my true self and not try to fit it in any way in order to suit others.