Day 165 - A Year to Clear - Nip It In The Bud

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Lesson 165: Nip It In The Bud

One way to clear old patterns is to “nip it in the bud” before it escalates and we feel stuck. Obviously, this would take a lot of self-awareness. For instance, when you have self-doubt, how can you turn the thought around so that it doesn’t stick in your head, cycles through and basically wins over your thoughts? You really have to stop and notice that you are doing these things before it just stays inside your conscious mind. Think about a thought you’ve been having lately that has been chewing away at you. Today is about nipping at it until it has no energy left inside your being.

Something that has been bothering me lately is just self-doubt in my skills as a reader. I take mediumship classes and do oracle card readings for people. At the moment, I deliver free readings online and don’t charge as I am trying to learn and gain more confidence. I have a live reading day in about 2 weeks and am doubting my skills. I don’t know why I self-doubt that I can do it. I am already doing it but I think that it’s my belief that I might fail somehow. I am in no way say that I am an expert but it’s still nerve wracking even trying to fathom the idea of doing a live reading. I think I am afraid of seeing things and them not being right or resonating with that person. That’s the challenge. I have had it happen before and it’s something to learn from. I guess, I just want to get it right all the time but maybe that’s the test – to go for it and not fear the unknown and then it will flow. I need to do away with this belief I have. I know I can do it and it’s just about releasing that fear.

What is your one thought you want to nip in the bud?