Day 46 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Measuring Life

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Lesson 46: This idea of measuring a life...

Lesson 46: This idea of measuring a life by earth standards? It’s ridiculous. The heart’s opening is the only thing that matters in this lifetime. There’s nothing more important than this.
— Sara Wiseman

I am to check how my heart feels today and if I’m feeling scared, stressed, unloved or disappointed, to open my heart and feel the expansion and relief.

I think right now I’m wondering how to meet people in order to find love. What kind of activities can I get involved in to socialise more to meet someone. Everyone says you’ll meet someone when you least expect it, and frankly, that’s not comforting at all and sometimes I just find it a bit too cliché. I think I crave to be loved because it’s a nice feeling to send and receive love. I mean it doesn’t stress me out, I’ve just have been thinking how to get out there and where do I find these people. I am a little disappointed as the men I come across are just after sex or can’t hold an honest conversation. It’s a wonder really.  So right now I am feeling a little unloved.

I just went into meditation to ask the universe to open my heart to possibilities. I always feel better when I meditate, even if it’s for 5 minutes. I am open to receive and not going to say I’m ready for love. I’m more ready for what may come my way.