Day 195 - A Year to Clear - Trust In The Divine Process

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Lesson 195: Trust In The Divine Process

 

Today we are to consider the statement: It is safe for me to let go of attachment and trust in the divine process because______

I think for anyone following my journey this year, it has been solely focused on my spirituality. I have worked hard to being the best version of myself. That’s facing some hard truths, dealing with emotions I didn’t realise I held onto, trying to practise compassion and really opening myself to the Divine.  There are times when I have had doubt and really not trusted that there is some higher power really setting me on my path. I guess the logical mind takes over and having faith in something that’s bigger than yourself is second nature. I got so much to learn whilst opening myself to being the truest self I can be. To complete that statement, I write this:

  • It is safe for me to let go of attachment and trust in the divine process because I know I am being guided onto the right path and all will be revealed in due time.

Clearing is a journey. There is still much to learn and be open to. I think I am only scraping the surface of what I can learn. I think all the tools I’ve learned through this process will allow me to reach my greatest potential in life.

Day 194 - A Year to Clear - Glad You Did

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Lesson 194: Glad You Did

What would you be glad that you did, EVEN if you failed?
— Brene Brown

We are to consider this statement today. There are many things I want to achieve in my lifetime. I even have a list of things I want to do in 2018. What I really want to do is learn piano and learn a language. I have started and failed to keep a routine that allows the learning to flow. I don’t know why I can’t maintain it. I think it’s one of those things that I need to do every day at the same time to establish a routine. I think I will get there and even if I’m not good at playing piano or speaking another language, I can say that I tried. Other things I want to try include ballet, hula dancing, reading 20 books by the end of the year, master a form of handwriting, find a charity to volunteer at, travel to a new country and write more poetry and a book. Not sure that I will have the opportunity to achieve all of these things this year, but I will try to make a start.

I am actually sitting here trying to think of something in the past where I tried and may have failed. I actually had a book challenge where I wanted to read 50 books in a year. I started out really well and go to 24 and then just stopped reading. I mean, I hadn’t really read books for years so to achieve 24 was really a good attempt. I set a goal of 20 this year but haven’t really picked up books that weren’t related to witchcraft and my learning. I am reading quite a few books but haven’t actually finished any. It’s definitely something to work on.

What is something you can think of that you want to try or do, even if you might fail at it?

Day 194 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - When You Argue With Someone...

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Lesson 194: When You Argue With Someone...

Let’s not argue with someone today. That’s the lesson… but also not quite. When we argue with someone, we tend to have a certain element of energy – whether that be frustration, anger, excitement… that conducts within that argument. Today, we are to “look outside the facts” and try instead by looking at the vibration/frequency. We are to move to into our compassion to raise our vibration so that the person we are arguing with, matches your vibration. We are there to lift it. We can make this change in others.
I personally do not go out of my way to argue with others. I tend to only place a point across when I need to. I just don’t see the point in arguing. I accept healthy discussions with good action points that leads to a good outcome.

If there are arguments, I sit there and listen. If I feel a rise in me, then I will say something to stand up for myself but it’s never in an argumentative way. I’ve found that the situations I’ve been in, actually involve people not telling full truths or trying to cut me down, so of course, I will stand up for me or others that need my voice. I can’t actually think of lately where I have argued with someone. There are some things we do at work in which I don’t understand why we are doing them, but I can’t say I argue with my manager, but I rather try to gain a better understanding of why I am doing the work. Most of the time, I kind of fall flat in that regard because the reason why I do my work is convoluted and though it doesn’t make sense to me (and often times I think it’s a waste of time), it makes sense to someone else who is higher up than me.

Anyway, this lesson is kind of lost on me because I don’t argue with people. Maybe, I’m practising this good vibration method more than I realise. I am always seeking to create an environment that is good and welcoming. I am always out to treat people how I want to be treated. I just want people to be their best selves when they are around me, so to be in arguments is not something you’ll see me doing actively.

Try actively changing the vibration of arguments by applying compassion and see if it makes a difference in your life.

Day 193 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - The Ability to Know Your Own Mind..

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Lesson 193: The Ability to Know Your Own Mind..

The ability to know your own mind is the true sign of consciousness. In consciousness, in awakening you see that all thoughts scatter about a circle: the more extreme on each side of the circle, the more true in the middle. In consciousness, you are able to stay in the middle.
— Sara Wiseman

Today we are to write down five things that we believe to be absolutely true. From there, we are to detach ourselves and look at those beliefs from that different point of view and to see if they are still true. If they aren’t, why do you think they aren’t true and reflect on it.

Five things that I believe to be absolutely true:

·         The colour red is red

·         My mother is my mum

·         I am placed on this Earth for a reason

·         There are both good and bad people in the world

·         The way I perceive myself is never going to be the same as someone else who perceives me

 

Now if I look at these beliefs with detachment, it can take quite a philosophical approach.

The colour red is taught in childhood and we all are meant to see it in the same way through sight and in our minds through some brain perception. What if the way I see red is not how you see red. What if it had a different tinge the way I see it to the way you see it? I see it as a warm, vibrant colour but what if you saw it as a dull colour? I am confident that science can systematically have a logical answer for this, and how we view things such as colour all the same, but there is always that what if question. What if it's not the same?

My mother is my biological parent and I spawned from an egg in her body that also resided in my grandmother’s body – it is said because my mother grew as a female, she would have had her eggs inside her body whilst in my grandmother’s womb. Can’t remember the term for it but there is a whole science behind it. But if I was an egg in side my mum who was inside her mum, could it be possible that my grandmother is actually my mother? Who is not to say one of her spare eggs was me and I just developed in my mother’s body? If reincarnation is a thing, what if my mother was my sister in another life and we’re just living over a hundred lifetimes in different types of relationships? No one really knows right?

If I believe I was placed on Earth for a reason and I think I know my purpose, but what if I am completely wrong about it and I don’t actually know? Maybe I have some other mission I haven’t thought of. Maybe I’m a being from another dimension with a secret mission… who knows? Maybe I’m not placed here for a reason but I’m part of some higher power experiment and I’m being tested somehow. We could even be in the matrix. Haha!

There are good and bad people in the world. I think we all have good and bad in us, but good and bad is defined by some societal standard that classes us into an unseen system, which dictates how we act. What I perceive as good and bad might be completely different to you because you have another set of standards. Maybe when humans first came into being, there was no good or bad and everyone was the same. Maybe some people decided one day that they didn’t want to be the same as everyone else, so they broke some protocol and they weren’t so normal anymore. It’s possible it could have started some black sheep mentality because they didn’t fit in anymore, and that’s how we get different personality types and some measure of what’s normal. Maybe that’s how “bad” people came to be. Maybe we all start bad and try to cover our tracks by doing “good” things to try and achieve some goal. Gosh, this lesson can really go on forever when you take some philosophical approach.

And finally, the way I perceive myself will never be the same as how someone else perceives me. I mean that’s pretty profound in itself, but it’s true. The way I perceive is never going to fit in an exact mould to another person. It’s probably the one truth that is real. I just don’t think it’s plausible for two people to have the exact same perception as each other. It’s not like we are carbon copies of each other… or are we? I’d like to think that this is the one truth that no one could talk me out of. I think it’s possible for people to look at me and share the same like of a feature of me, but then there will be a feature they dislike which might not be the same. The way one person loves me won’t be for the same reason someone else does, just like the way I love myself. If we weren’t free thinkers, then we would all think the same and perceive the same.. but we’re not and therefore it’s a truth that can’t be beaten.

How did you test yourself with your truths? I had so much fun with this lesson by the way! I'm not sure if that was the route I was supposed to take but that's the way I went!

Day 193 - A Year to Clear - Honoring Yourself No Matter What

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Lesson 193: Honoring Yourself No Matter What

We had to allow a mistake a happen without doing anything. To continue on with that exercise we are asked to complete the following two sentences:

  • One thing I can do right now to feel better about my mistake that honors me and my process is______
  • Some emotional weather that comes up when I consider "honoring myself" (after royally screwing up) is______

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My answers:

  • One thing I can do right now to feel better about my mistake that honors me and my process is to understand and know that mistakes do happen
  • Some emotional weather that comes up when I consider "honoring myself" (after royally screwing up) is to just let it go and honour the fact that no one is perfect.

I think it’s important that in this clearing course, that we kind of start out from the get go with mistakes. We build up this clutter of physical excess which can be some regretful purchases that has overstayed it’s welcome, or we have all this mental clutter, many of which are thoughts that also are regretful in nature – we don’t mean to have those thoughts but they continually cycle through.

I’m starting to see it’s all about acceptance. The awareness I’ve learned has really opened my eyes to how I can manage my life better. It’s okay that I’ve had this lifetime of clutter as long as I’m willing to let it go.